evil_motograter

THREE NAMES YOU GO BY:
Matt
Cocktail
Slut-Puppy

THREE SCREEN NAMES YOU HAVE HAD:
stick_figure_showdown
wet_man_allthe_way
armybrat817

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
...nothing



THREE PHYSICAL THINGS YOU DON'T LIKE ABOUT YOURSELF:
My entire body

THREE PARTS OF YOUR HERITAGE:
German
Irish
Scotish

THREE THINGS THAT SCARE YOU:
Losing Evelyn

THREE OF YOUR EVERYDAY ESSENTIALS:
Evelyn
Xbox
Evelyn

THREE THINGS YOU ARE WEARING RIGHT NOW:
Bracelets.
Dropkick Murphys shirt
Parachute Pants

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE BANDS OR MUSICAL ARTISTS:
Slipknot
Korn
Mudvayne

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE SONGS:
Puls of the Maggots
Fallow the Leader

THREE THINGS YOU WANT IN A RELATIONSHIP:
Love
Sex
Commitment

TWO TRUTHS AND A LIE (in no particular order):
I'm engaged at the age of 15.
I like bright colors
I have a size 16 shoe

THREE PHYSICAL THINGS ABOUT THE PREFERRED SEX THAT APPEAL TO YOU
Face
Boobs
And all of Evelyn's body

THREE OF YOUR FAVORITE HOBBIES:
Sex
Xbox
Being a lazy-ass

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO REALLY BADLY RIGHT NOW:
Have sex with Evelyn
Give Evelyn a body rub
Play Xbox Live

THREE CAREERS YOU'RE CONSIDERING/YOU'VE CONSIDERED:
Game Designer
Game Tester
Airforce

THREE PLACES YOU WANT TO GO ON VACATION:
Japan.
Germany
Hawaii (sp)

THREE KID'S NAMES YOU LIKE:
Don't even go there.

THREE THINGS YOU WANT TO DO BEFORE YOU DIE:
Marry Evelyn
Become the next Hitler
Destoy human kind

THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A GIRL:
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THREE WAYS THAT YOU ARE STEREOTYPICALLY A BOY:
I like mud and dirt.
I like gore and blood and masacre and killing and Death.
I love the darkness

THREE PEOPLE THAT I WOULD LIKE TO SEE TAKE THIS QUIZ NOW:
....I dont have people

well im back ppl...(been over at my fiance's house) ^.^

ok new ppl on my LJ if u read mine i NEED help on my lame ass layout so if u can give me some help on it much thanks....well g2g let me know if u can help...


left by the fiance of larka_wolf15

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CONFESSIONS
Mark your confessions with an X:
[]I hate silence
[]I talk a LOT when I get really drunk
[] I am really really really ticklish
[] I'm afraid of the dark
[x] I can't sleep in a room if the door is open
[] I can't sleep in a room if the door is closed
[x] I believe in true love
[x] I've run away from home
[x] I've been kicked out of the house
[x] I collect comic books
[X] I shut others out when I'm sad
[x] I've stayed out all night
[] I open up to others easily
[] I am keeping a secret from the world
[] I watch the news
[x] I own over 5 rap CDs
[] I love Disney movies (depends on what they are)
[] I am a sucker for green eyes
[x] I am a sucker for brown eyes
[] I am a sucker for blue eyes
[] I dont kill bugs
[x] I curse
[] I have "x"s in my screen name
[x] I have porno
[] I like Spam
[] I bake well
[] I have owned something from Hollister
[x] I want a better job
[x] Talked on a phone for 6+ hours
[x] I HATE Dr. Phil
[] I like more than 1 person
[] I am guilty of tYpInG lIkE tHiS-lol
[] I love to laugh
[X] have tried alcohol
[X] I have drank alcohol more than once
[x] I have tried a cigarette
[x] I have smoked a cigar
[x] I have smoked a pack in one day
[x] I have cough drops when I'm not sick
[] I can't swallow pills
[X] I have a lot of scars
[] I can't sleep if there is a spider in the room
[x] I love chocolate
[x] I bite my nails
[x] I am not comfortable with being me
[x] I play computer games when I'm bored
[x] Gotten lost in the city
[x] Thought of suicide before
[x] Seen a shooting star
[] Had a menajay a twah (an orgy)
[X] Gone out in public in my pajamas or sweatpants
[X] Have kissed someone before
[x] Hugged a stranger
[x] Been in a fist fight
[x] Been arrested
[x] Laughed and had some type of beverage come out of my nose
[x] pushed all the buttons on an elevator
[] Made out in an elevator
[x] hit a guy where it hurts on purpose
[] Been skydiving (sky-diving and bungee together)
[] Been bungee jumping
[X] Gotten stitches
[x] Drank a whole gallon of milk in one hour
[X] Bitten someone
[x] Wish you could live someone elses life
[] Been to Niagara Falls
[X] Gotten the chicken pox
[] Crashed into a car
[X] Walked into a parked car
[] been to Japan
[x] Ridden in a taxi
[X]Shoplifted
[x] Been fired
[X] Had feelings for someone who didn't have them back
[x] Stole something from your job
[] Gone on a blind date
[x] Had a crush on a teacher/coach
[] Slept with a co-worker, and/or employee
[] Been married
[] Gotten divorced
[X] Saw someone/something dying
[xxx] Have a list of people you want to kill
[X] Driven over 400 miles in one day
[X] Been on a Plane
[] Seen the Rocky Horror Picture Show
[] Thrown up in a bar
[] Eaten sushi
[x] Been skiing
[x] Been ice skating
[] Cried in public
[x] Walked purposely into traffic with your eyes closed
[X] Liked someone even though you knew you shouldn't have
[XXXXX] Thought of someone a lot lately
[xxx] Hate the world
[X] Loved someone who didnt realize it

Pass this on with your own confession!!!!!!!!!!!









I FEAR 9 ,out of 68
[] the dark
[] staying single
[x] being a parent
[x] giving birth (no dip im a guy)
[] being myself in front of others
[x] open spaces
[] closed spaces
[] heights
[] cats
[] dogs
[] birds
[] spiders and/or other insects
[]driving or being in cars
[] flying
[] being put to sleep
[] flowers or other plants
[] being touched
[] fire
[] water
[] the ocean
[] pools
[] failure
[] success
[x] rejection (but only by one person)
[] germs
[] thunder/lightning
[] frogs/toads
[]mice/rats
[] jumping from high places
[] snow
[] rain
[] wind
[] cemeteries
[] clowns
[x] large crowds (see survey above i hate ppl)
[]demons or evil
[] crossing bridges
[] death
[] Hell
[] Heaven
[] being robbed
[] being sexually assaulted (like anyone would do that to me)
[] men
[] women
[] having great responsibility
[] doctors, including dentists
[] tornadoes
[] hurricanes
[] diseases
[] snakes
[] sharks
[] Friday the 13th (love the that day)
[x] poverty (i dont want that for my baby)
[] ghosts
[] Halloween
[] school
[] trains or railroads
[] odd numbers
[] even numbers
[x] being alone
[] being blind
[] being deaf
[x] growing up
[] monsters under my bed
[]creepy noises in the night (i make the night go bump)
[] bees
[x] not accomplishing my dreams/goals (only one, not marring evelyn)
[] needles
Repost saying: "I FEAR ... out of 68"

well ive had how about any of you ppl....lol.....ya dont want to ask probly

FUCK IM LONELY....DEPRESSED AND ALL THAT FUCKING GOOD SHIT....TELL ME SOMEONE WHAT THE FUCK DID I EVER DO....I THINK IM JUST GUNNA GO TO SLEEP....I CANT TAKE SHIT ANYMORE....NOT U EVELYN....I LOVE YOU

damn u Evelyn....u made me horny after skool....ur gunna pay next time i see u....ur gunna pay dearly....lol....loves you

well its thursday night and i have a major project due tomorrow and i just started it today....im an idiot but at least im almost done with it ha....see doin things at the last minute works for me...other wise i have had an ok day...got a little mad at people but hey it happens....lol....well im goin to start up with my drawin again so i have somethin in common with evelyn so if anyone wants to help thanx....well im bored and need to start doin the rest of my project so ya....lol....loves you evelyn

im so srry Evelyn...i am an ass and dont say im not...i know i am and i dont deserve u....u need someone a lot better than me...fuck i dont know whats wrong with me anymore...im suck a fucking screw up...i ruin my life and even more i ruin ur life....god i fucking am so stupid...im sorry for eveything i do and i cant stop myself at times but im so srry...i love you so much Evelyn...your tehe only person i love and will ever love again...god im so stupid...i dont want to lose u im srry....i love you....i love you....i love you....i love you....im such an ass... i dont see y u still want to be with me i dont deserve someone as good as u...u need much better....much much better....


i just hope u know what ur doing and being with me...i dont want u to hate me even though i deserve it...god i love you and it will always be that way...always...its not like im goin to tell u in person but i started to tear up in 4ht block cuz i feel so bad for doing what i did to u...there was no reason for me to do that to u....u havent done anything....and dont say u have and dont u dare appologise to me ok....its my fuckin fault not urs ok.....well i g2g....talk to me if u still want to....


I LOVE YOU EVELYN.............always ^.^

i think i am now hated by certain ppl...hell i know i am...and really i think im also hated by the person i love...well cant blame any of them i deserve it very much...i just hope i can make it up to the one person i love and show her that she is the one and only one i love and that she can trust me from now on...ya i know i messed up and all...i mean i really really messed up and i fucking hate myself for it...so much do i wish i could go back and change it but really i cant...i just want to fix everything and try to make it better...god i fucking mess up all the damn time...i fucking hate myself >.<...someone kill me now before i screw everything else up...i so sorry i never meant to hurt anyone...no i never meant to hurt Evelyn...i hate myself...i hate myself...i hate myself...i hate myself...ya i done now leave ur comments saying im horrible ppl...im sorry Evelyn i love you so much